it's getting too disruptive here!
so..

im moving on to bernana5.blogspot.com



sad to leave eblog
but no choice
it's too unreliable

POST BDAE

31st may 1990
i came down to this world
this yr's bdae was pretty much lik the previous yr n the yr b4
i went to doc tis yr
went to doc last yr
went to dentist the yr b4
.____________.
i haf an affinity wif them
ARGH

so basically i went to the doc
some swollen lymph nodes i think
from insect bites probably during the chalet
got some antibiotics
den went for trg
it was veri boring
some angmoh coach came down to teach us

den i went alex hse wif the rv bballers
though i din really do anything much
(except for losing 6dollars in poker) -.-
it was pretty nice to b wif them on my bdae even if it is doing nothing
haha thanks for the pandan cake LOL
headed home n slept!

thanks to the two idiots for the the card it was rather horny though

thankyou everybody whu wished me happy bdae
those whu r close to me n those arent so close
every single wish counts alot to me :D

it juz came across to me tt i din make any wish this bdae!
i think probably it's cos im more or less satisfied wif my life bah!
wad more can i ask for! (ermm mebbe results?)
NOTHING


oh i ate international buffet at amara
it was pretty delicious (:
ate until i burst!
haha



my mum



my dad



brother



my lovely cheesecake n my leftover choc fondue!



some random picture taken while stoning ard (:

hello peeps!
juz finished a match n im rather tired
won 78-26
so i'll make it quick! (:

bball chalet juz ended
n most part of me enjoyed the chalet
perhaps not my butt
LOL


okae chalet
day 1: had trg n rushed down to chalet straight after trg
bbq-ed n played ps.. kinda typical chalet stuffs
den played mahjong n cards n waited for daybreak

day2 we ps-ed the day away again n played cards
it rained awhile so we couldnt really go anywhere
den at night went to watch indiana jones
went back to chalet n watched movies throughout the night

day3- rented bike for the whole night we were halfway towards east coast when we decided to turn back cause of bad weather.. went back to chalet to rest n played games
den we set off for our trip to east coast
pretty fun i muz say
tok cock n did stupid stuffs took photos n many things
even though we headed down to east coast without any purpose but to cycle
it was still pretty enjoyable except for my butt (i suspect everyone has blue black on their butt)!
went back to chalet n i fell asleep after awhile(n snored HEAVILY)
woke up packed n left! (:




bbq!



so sexaayy!



support IT



way-way



the person who made us laughed lik shit



unglam!



munkit overcame phobia of cycling



chauffeur(left) n boss(right)



the super duper long road a.k.a hongyew's ****



mingg n me sexy legs



everybody



this is my road! (:

it's been quite a few days
eblog has been pretty unreliable but nvm i shall put my faith on it
since i've been using it for so long!

ehh
the past week haf been ct week
n i muz say chem n maths ppr weren't exactly good
cos i was lik 30% prepared?
yeps
the past weekend nights haf been night out at mac studying from 12 to 5am
unbelievable right?
i think studying in the wee hours can b a rather calming thing
dere's serenity ard u
ok i mean not many ppl walk ard in the middle of the night
so it was preetty much effective studying



the thing tt kept me through the night =P








eerie n lifeless night at 5am in the morning :X


ya so i went to take on the phys ppr today
much more confident than previous pprs
ppr2 n 3 was still do-able
MCQ was a massacre
BUT 4get it
it's over

left econs n GP

oh oh we discovered how lijun would look lik in the future!







dey did many identical actions SIMULTANEOUSLY!
it was so amusing lah
we concluded tt lijun will b an ahpek nxt time!


last but not least my handsome photo! (:




it happened

BUKIT TIMAH derby tml
1300 vs HC SBC


this match will not b of much significance to the hc bballers
cos wadever the outcome
it wun affect them much
but to me
it is impt
it may b the last time im representing a sch to play a tournament
it's the last time im playing wif 'njc' printed on my back
it's the last time im playing wif nj'08 guys team
it's the last time im gonna cheer for nj from the bench
i'll cherish every single second of tml's 40 minutes game


i guess right from the start most of us din share the vision i hold
the vision...
in believing that we can make it
in tt njbball 08 will b different from preceding batches n the batches to come
to turn potential ability into reality
all ended up in disappointment




in bball terms
i think we haf failed to live to our potential
but we only haf ourselves to blame
cos in the end
we r the ppl whu WILL make things happen
not mr sham coach mr lee or mr lim
team is not abt individuals
but individuals make a team
everybody has a responsibility to make a team function
n i muz say not everybody fulfilled our own resposibility
it's not abt playing well
dere's more to it than playing well on the court
tt's y im disappointed
but well our journey is coming to an end alr
soo i haf to move on from here (:


though our journey is
full of obstacles (hell trgs n weird timings) 
full of disappointment (inevitable losses n poor form)
full of enjoyment (outings and sweet victories)
though our improvement in bball may b limited
but i think s a person
we've gained the most compared to many other teams
resilience
team spirit
tt's wad team nj is all about (:


i think i could haf done a better job right from the start


i really wanna show ppl wad i m capable of
wad i haf not been doing so far
tml's my last chance to prove my worth




(:

lost to ij 42-41
last few seconds
we lost it
i dun haf the rights to be sad
i din earn my rights to b sad
cos i din play well
i only can b angry wif myself
angry cos i noe tt's not the best i can do
i noe im much more capable than wad im doing


but it's all over
let's just put on a good show
stick to our team's philosophy
n play it all out on wed..


perhaps i really cant excel in bball
can only b an average player








BUKIT TIMAH DERBY on WED
closing match (:

lost the game today
i dunno how much we lost
i think is 11 pts
once again
we killed our own game wif bad passes n easy pts for them
well..
i din do particularly well
but i think it was ok except for the fouls
scored 8pts but got myself into foul trouble 
'graduated' at the start of the 4th quarter
argh it just sucks

im surprised how i din feel tt emo after losing tis game
but rather i was disappointed at ourselves
for giving up b4 it even end
no fighting spirit whatsoever
veri dissapointed

i havent even used 10% of my energy n i got fouled out
i think if i played a little bit more selfish
i may haf helped a little bit more
but it's only an 'if'
nobody will ever noe


no doubt i think we haf one of the better defences in adiv
but when it comes to offense
dere isnt any flow or whatsoever in it
many of us arent playing to our usual standards at all
or should i say "our old standards"
im personally guilty of tt
but when we came to nj
we picked up defence
but we dropped our offense too
we gained smthing we lost smthing


mathematically
it's not over yet
so we'll try every possible way we can to squeeze ourselves to nxt round!